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What are you doing right now? I mean... other than looking at this forum... what have you done in the last 10 minutes or so?

I'm listening to music and sitting in a soft chair made for one. Sunny day out (^_^)


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I have not long got in from the supermarket and looking at the grocery bags thinking I really can't be bothered to put it all away so I walked into another room and logged on here 


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My brain is being such a bully tonight.  "you have to sleep, stop over thinking things" You tell me to sleep, yet I'm still thinking things. 

Humans bodies are so weird. Ew. I feel weird. 

Cheers to cuddling my pillow & hopes for an alien encounter.  If I disappear - you're all amazing. ❤

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I'm watching Loki again. Because I'm obsessed. 💚

14 hours ago, Onision said:

I’ve been like super depressed lately… that and bed time now!

I hope you rested well. May I challenge you to rock paper scissors & then give you a high-five & hug? It won't cure your depression. I'll just be rooting for you, always. You're wonderful ❤ ×boop×

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1 hour ago, brittniisundae said:

I've been up all night, & it's morning now. My side is really bugging me. Anybody have healing hands?! I'll be listening to some music,  then I suppose I'll have an early start today. I hope you all have a good day. ❤

I hope you get to feeling better soon sweetheart I got healing hands 🙌. I’ve been up all night I was suppose to be at work at 11pm but got called in early. But my shift is all done and over with now to have breakfast and relax 😌 

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8 minutes ago, Onision said:

About to get to work... dealing with this constant thought process of frustration over dishonesty in the world and why people get away with what they do, despite how obvious it is that they are wrong/horrible. It's a tox*c mentality, I wish I could escape it but "Onision" was my baby, and it hurts to not stand up for what I know is right.


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3 hours ago, Onision said:

About to get to work... dealing with this constant thought process of frustration over dishonesty in the world and why people get away with what they do, despite how obvious it is that they are wrong/horrible. It's a tox*c mentality, I wish I could escape it but "Onision" was my baby, and it hurts to not stand up for what I know is right.

I wish you could let go some of the stress all this has brought on you. That’s not saying you can’t be upset or to lie down and take it as it is. But as much as it hurts and you wish you can change things, yes we are human but getting upset by what happened won’t change what’s been done.. I know no one asked but all I suggest is to look at what you can do now to flip that loss. Expressing your frustration can be healthy but having you in its palm is not good for your health.. 😞

I’m omw to possibly buy a pretty little mustang that’ll look gorgeous with me in it. 

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Struggling to even lay down normally due to pain. 🥺 Hopefully I'll be able to get help early in the morning. This is going to be a sleepless night. But it's okay, I'll be trying to distract myself. I wish I had a genie or something to like poke my side to rid this. 😂 Yeah, I know. Genies don't really have a magic touch but I can't think of anything else at the moment. 🤔 

My doctor is going to be really confused when I call them genie. 

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