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  1. oh darn! still super cute tho 🙂
  2. wait lol does that thing also play ambient sounds and nature sounds? Cuz I'm p sure we have the same one (or had, i lost it during a move last year)
  3. Good point. Also, what about the folk who have the urges, but do not act on them? In a reddit forum I read some posts once about people like this. They have the att**ction, but do not engage, and never do. Idk if I have respect for them, like gratz you are not a disgusting sack of human waste .-. bleh
  4. *obnoxious gagging noises* Okay, wait. hear me out. This s***t is absolutely disgUSTING to me, so let's keep that in mind so I'm not a**acked here lol My brain goes a million miles a seconds and I can't keep up at times. I thought to myself firstly "these are closet f***ing ped0s/incest fetish. god. they need to stop this"...then I was like "w8...but if they are....yet they are kinda getting out their depraved disgusting urges on a consenting adult...? if it keeps them away from k***s and their biological fathers...?????" Kinda reminds me of these *** dolls that were created in order to give ped0s an outlet for their urges...er..the dolls looked like pre-pubescent k***s. (disgusting) Opinions? My thoughts are conflicting if it's a consenting adult (or one of the dolls) it is probably healthier. Keeps them away from k***s, lets them manifest it as a fetish and as weird as the DDLG community is, they do often toot that they are ONLY into adults. Deep down it's obviously more than that (duh.), but they manifested it in a safe way at least on the other hand, what if these people get bored of the dolls and games, and eventually move on to real k***s? is that likely? this topic is gr*ss, but i wonder if it's needed?
  5. "my old self must shed" is absolute fire. wow r U srs thAt wAs s0 beautiful!!111!! u n33d gf?
  6. Quite a few! and they were all from the middle east/north africa too. i made friends with so many arab gamers and met some later on once in california once in morocco. arabs are kinda hilarous to game espc if u can understand some arabic
  7. That was cute af!!! Keep holding on to your creative outlet, boss! ~ another favorite quote "Just remember that I understand. That mask you wear every day. The one you're desperately afraid is going to slip one day. You could throw that mask away in the Brotherhood. They want you for who you really are." - Amelie Crowe, Elder Scrolls I am not condoning evil. The quote is just dope. edit; it combined my comments here, oops. I'm still getting used to this layout o.e
  8. Sometimes trolling can be in jest/cute (like rick rolls, etc) but negative trolling just enters the realm of cyberbullying, and those trolls are not ok mentally and have their own demons
  9. (does this already exist?) Anyway, I went back through my journal and found an unfinished one. I think it's cute....do you think it's finished or missing more? " I find my coffee to be bitter in taste for at the bottom of this Turkish brew I see your face inside the muddy residue " Also, post any poetry/creative writing you wrote yourself or just like from another artist 🙂 My top 3 favorite quotes from books/songs are as follows: "Careless realism costs souls" - Nightwish "Escapist; paradise seeker" - Nightwish "I am two women: one wants to have all the joy, passion and adventure that life can give me. The other wants to be a slave to routine, to family life, to the things that can be planned and achieved. I'm a housewife and a prostitute, both of us living in the same body and doing battle with each other.” - ― Paulo Coelho, Eleven Minutes
  10. if i stopped being such a lazy loser...I was on a roll a while ago, running at a local park. then we had huge bouts of rain and i lost momentum lol tbh you reminded me of som*thing that used to work! thank you! I used to imagine a light in the center of myself and then imagine pushing it outward and purifying all the intrusive and negative thoughts. holy h**l. this echoed. I was in the military and got married to another soldier, and he was awful, i eventually got out. Behavior Health had me on Zoloft and Adderall to stay awake (i was suspected to be narcoleptic on top of it all)...then I left him, and within 6 months was off all my meds and not drinking alcohol anymore. but lately, ive had some frustrating people in my life and i think cutting them out 1 by 1 will help. i feel like i absorb all that bad energy and it dirties my mind, heart and soul
  11. I suffer from t*rrible bouts of anger/rage. Sometimes deep breathing works, other times it seethes and I can't hold it back and it drives me so mad, I could run my fist into the first person who tries me.
  13. It was fun! My outfit was BOMB! I don't take good pics, as much as I tried, wish I could show it off, but I look insanely ridiculous in the pics. but irl it was so cute! was like a black mini skirt with a cool af pouch on the side, and a white collared tight top, but over it was a cool blouse, awesome white boots, and a cute pink wig that looked a lot like real hair (didn't look tacky imo at least for an anime con context) people kept calling me a name I didn't recognize lol no fkn clue what character I looked like to them. I just kept saying "ahhaha, this is just my OC. Or me if I had the confidence to wear the clothes I love the most in the irl world". That's my fav part of cons...and Halloween. I can wear bomb a** clothing and feel safe and happy in it!! Just don't have the confidence for anything other than sweat pants and a messy bun on the day-to-day. Doesn't help I have skin issues (some psoriasis) but ppl at cons just dont judge. it is so refreshing. anyway~! a headshot of the outfit and some of the AWSOME stuff I got! The art looks so ch*ldish, I know. But the artist made it for his little daughter, and was selling a few poster board copies of it. I can't wait to put it up in my room! It's a dragon unicorn mermaid overall, it was a chill time. I also met Jennifer Cihi (singing voice of the original Sailor Moon, and the "Hot Pockets" singer we all hear but never put the face behind) She was lost and I like walked up all casual like "hey wrud wut d0 u look for derp" not realizing who she was, led her to her panel room, realized it was a "Sailor Moon" panel, looked at her again (she's much older and heavier now, so didn't recognize) and was in my head like "oh wtf did I just casually address this queen " . Her story was funny/cute cuz she did sailor moon, and princess monoke and like a decade went by and she went on with her normal small time singing career, until a producer approached her and was like "lmao u know ur famous right?? " cuz she was the voice behind the incredibly popular "My Only Love" that was, at the time (a decade ago) one of the most viewed songs on Youtube. anyway! Thanks for letting me make this silly thread! ^^
  14. I am sorry for late reply, I am so bad with seeing notifications here. Thank you for your kind words! I ended up swallowing my pride and spoke to my partner and they said, in a nut shell "look, i'm just mentally exhausted today. I'm sorry I can't give you the support you need right now" . And you know what? I think that's okay. We're allowed to be mentally tired. So they got a freebie this time 😛 and yes, we did alert the police. I think that guy is gonna leave soon. thank you so much, you're absolutely right
  15. Got this on my to do list, boss 👍
  16. Just watched the Repzilla video to get full context, and honestly wow. He has proof right here, with detail on how Onision is INNOCENT, and he and his community is literally saying "well he is still guilty, the police just didnt get the information right" they did a FULL INVESTIGATION (as they should have, they were serious allegations) and he was CLEARLY innocent, yet they are still keen on insisting the police are wrong, the "v****ms" didn't tell their story right....ugh!
  17. Should you post this in the vid!? send to youtube/patreon? Man! this is so sad on SO many levels!! ugh! she had a life, plenty of freedom, worked...good god sarah!!!
  18. O: are you gonna post it? a pic or screenshot? absolutely believe you, just curious to see it
  19. Yes but the internet/phones/etc have become basically extensions of ourselves, and spending the vast majority of our time on the internet is becoming a regular concept that's evolving along side us. Soon enough it will be a part of us all.
  20. My family situation is weird. My mom doesn't know her biological father, so my grandma had a few men in her life growing up. And all these men were "grandpa" to me at some point in my life. Some more than others. Two of them died, and both were loved by me dearly blood or not. But the last one is problematic. he's been in and out of our lives since I was born, so I've known him my whole life. My mother made the mistake of telling me he beat gran last night. I am hot headed. It's not necessarily a good thing and has gotten me in lots of trouble in my life. But my hot headedness is deeply intertwined with my sense of justice and morals, so at least there's that. That said, I lost it. Sent some nasty texts to rile him up, left some nasty voice mails (no psychical threats. Just threats of getting police involved and exposing him) anyway, all day he's been changing his stories to everyone. Few of my male cousins thr***ened to go out there and beat his *** (guess it runs in the family) I was nasty with my words and a few insults, but was tactical. Got him to call me. Recorded the line. In the call he calls me every nasty name under the sun. Whatever bad things you can call a woman (much less one you've known since she was born) he called me them. He sounded absolutely manic and insane, a side of him he hides from HIS family, but shows his *** to MY family constantly. But he also admitted he "only hit her a couple times" because "she back talked him and gave him sass". Then, later in the call, somehow changed the story and backpaddles saying he never hit her once and just pointed his finger in her face. She's covered in bruises and has black eyes...he said she fell. Anyway, I told him I recorded the line, I have the photos, and he needs to go back to his home (he has a house elsewhere away from her),. The goal is he decides to save face and leaves peacefully. We're all worried about her and trying to keep her safe now. Gran is 5'4, He is damn near 7ft, and HUGE. He tried to say she back talked him, and put her finger in his face, so he "only slapped her a couple times"....You're ****ing huge. I don't care if she assaulted you. You walk away, you carefully and gently push her away, you leave, you find a hotel, you run past her, you close the door, you call the cops...you do ANYTHING but lay your hands on her like that. And for the record, he did more than just slap her. Shes covered in bruises. Told my partner about this situation and they didn't do much for me, just said "dont involve me" which I get, but I was shaking and wanted someone to talk to..them saying that just made me feel stupid for going to them. So now i'm ranting here in forums., wondering if I should have just kept my mouth shut and done nothing. edit: no idea what I did here lol ignore the quote below this
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